FREEFALL
If you’ve ever felt like you were tumbling too, you’re not crazy. You’re just awake.
I don’t know how else to describe it except to say I feel like I’ve fallen down a deep, dark well and I haven’t found the bottom yet. I’m not gently floating—I’m tumbling. There’s no foothold. No wall to press my hand against. Just blackness and velocity. And the sickening awareness that I can’t catch my breath.
I didn’t expect it to hit me like…