Substack bestseller list. Then vertigo. Then the ceiling.
My body had opinions about my big day. Loud ones.
When the Tide Goes Out
It’s Sunday morning and I feel like I have a hangover without ever having had a drink.
Yesterday I woke up to a new paid subscriber. Then I saw I’d landed on the Substack bestseller list again. YouTube numbers climbing. By every external measure it should have been a let’s-go, full-momentum, ride-the-wave kind of da…


